i am a Christian. a student. a person. someone who is at war with the world.
This is my hiding place. where i go to vent. to make characters to explain my emotions.
i hope that even through my tapestries of strong emotions, you can see my strong heart. that you see that no matter what we go through we win as long as we survive.
I don’t think I’ve been a good friend to anybody… not even my dog.
And that is a shame.
You remember, don’t you?
"I should/would like to/wish I could kill myself."
Actually, this isn’t the only banned phrase.
Nor is it the only one I said today.
"I hate myself."
That’s another one.
Then I repented.
I asked God to forgive me and to help me.
And HE did.
The problems and moments I was stressing over facing, HE solved and brought me me through.
You’re my rugged heart.
You’re the pulse that I’ve always needed.
Like a drum my heart never stops beating…
For you, for you.
Baby, I’m not moving on.
I love you long after you’re gone.
Phillip Phillips’ “Gone Gone Gone”
I guess I might as well put on my pretty clothes and play princess for a while.